Thursday, November 26, 2009

a medley

I've silenced the nights, now I'm coming to frost the snowman on this blue, blue, blue Christmas. And little children will see mommy kissing jolly old Saint Nicholas, as the silver jingle bells on o' Christmas tree chime along to the little drummer boy's tune. And Suzy Snowflake will follow you through the decked halls as Jack Frost nips at your nose. And it'll be a white Christmas in this winter wonderland for the three wise men as they wish you a merry Christmas on the most wonderful day of the year. And twelve days later, we'll still remember the night before Christmas.

See if you can count all the Christmas songs in that. ;)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

please stop turning

If everyone could just stop living even if for a while,
if the world could just stop turning even if for a while,
if time could just freeze even if for a little while,
maybe I could just catch up to everything around me,
maybe I could just breathe,
maybe I could just see the past, without changing it.
Maybe even if for a while, I could
pretend that I was included,
pretend that I have included others in my own life,
pretend that I made a few right decisions thus far,
pretend that I haven't made the wrong decisions,
pretend that I haven't left anyone behind,
pretend that I wasn't left behind by anyone,
pretend that I like myself,
pretend that I like everyone else.

The world is turning at 108000 km per hour.
I just need to chill.

100th post

sometimes I let my head get the best of me. really. I don't need you. now I need to convince myself that I'm right.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

how bout that


november 12 - 17 ♥

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

it's just chemistry .. literally

I was being me today, and instead of studying for my science test, I decided to look up the scientific definition of love.

Apparently, love is a mammalian drive, just the same as eating and drinking are.

Causes of Attraction:
· pheromones
· dopamine
· norepinephrine
· serotonin
· nerve growth factor
These cause us to lose appetite and sleep, and increases our heart rates.

Causes of Attachment:
· oxytocin
· vasopressin
These cause us to become attached to someone/something.

Causes of Lust:
· estrogen
· testosterone
These cause us to want to bang people.

Well yeah, just wanted to share before I fail science and history all in one go.


Sunday, November 08, 2009

a heartache tonight

What do you want to be when you grow up?

Michael Bublé:
A fire truck. For sure. I've said this before. You can't stop a fire truck.

He can sing. He can write. He's creative. Catch me, I've fallen. ♥

Saturday, November 07, 2009

tell me

Boys who sing make my heart skip a beat. ♥
Someone find me a boy with a voice like this.

Friday, November 06, 2009


"The only limits are the ones we place on ourselves."
Milk commercials are actually pretty amazing.

santa baby

It actually snowed yesterday. ♥


It's like I can't let go of letting go. Then I realize that I don't need you and I'm okay.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

when you're fifteen

There are just some days when I wish I could shoot myself several times in the face, and die a slow and painful death on cold concrete for being SO STUPID.

"In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team, but I didn't know it at fifteen."

Hey, TaySwift. I know Kanye called you out on your video win against Beyonce, but you're much more relatable.

if train a leaves the station @ 1:27 going 96 mph and train b leaves the station @ 5:38 going 281 mph, when will you start thinking outside this box?

I try to be a friend.
I try to be an inspiration when it comes to my work.
I try to be the perfect student.
I try to be the one to set the bar.

But in my thoughts, I'm the one who calls the shots. I don't even need to try because there's nobody to disappoint but myself. And I know I'll never let that happen.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

ell em eff ay oh

Things are only 'great' if you make them out to be that way.

only you

You're the cutest thing I've seen in a while.
If you make me laugh, I'll make you smile.
You're running through my mind like crazy.
Now that I know you, everything's so hazy.


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